Wednesday, December 1, 2010

A New Turn!!!

Complete revival of life I was feeling recently. A feeling which I never had experienced before was really strange for me and I really had no one to share or discuss with. 

My day used to begin with his thoughts and again I used to wait for the evening to talk to him once. It could be love or infatuation or anything, the thought did not even creep in my mind once. 

Days passed and time of departure was coming near. I was admitted in a college out of town and was supposed to move to hostel there really soon. My mind was putting its complete efforts to work something out. 

It was been almost 2 months since we were talking to each other. Once we thought of meeting on his birthday but it din't work out somehow.

It was few evenings before I left.

My eyes were tired of looking at the clock but the phone ring wasn't ringing at all.

It rang when I was about to give up.

"Hello" I almost ran and said trying to control my breathe.

"Hey" He sounded quite unlike always.

"How are you?" I asked. I was really running out of words.

"Good. You?" He whispered.

"Fine." I whispered back.

"Must be excited about college and all, yeah?" He asked. I could imagine him smiling.

"Yeah!! Sounds fancy no?" I tried to keep my tone as normal as I could.

"So when are you leaving?" He asked.

"Next weekend. What about you?" I was really feeling weird. 

"Not so sure yet. The admission sheet is yet to come" He said and just then my Mom called me to help her out with something.

"Hey, gotta go. Mom's calling." I said almost keeping the phone down.

"Hey, hey, how will I talk to you there. I heard cell phones are not allowed there." He asked instantly.

"Even the thought of leaving is making me feel demise." I wanted to say but "I'll call you from there and give you the no.. Why are you worrying? We'll talk tomorrow then, bye" I said instead, kept phone back and rushed out.

That time I din't know that I wont be able to talk to him for next 6 months otherwise Mom could have waited for some time more.


  1. such angst in this, but in the end, a bit of hope, I think.

  2. Beautifully written :)
    Deep emotional sentiments...
    I loved it :)

  3. Thanks People!! But the truth is that time I even din't know what exactly sentiments are!! LOL